Confucious says, u go to jail you bad monkey. haha. ok. i'm saying this to amuse myself.
I'm gonna start off wad i did today.
It was like any other typical school day, going to school, pretend like i'm paying attention in class. blah blah so on. I was supposed to hold a meeting in the afternoon after school, GOSH. just because i said it was OPTIONAL, only 4 turned up. WTH man. PAISEH. But i can understand. if someone else is chairing the meeting and doesn't say it is COMPULSORY, i won't even bother to go.
So it was like HuiShi and I began loitering around the school, pretty inciting.haha. cos i found out stuff after we shared. Well, I'm SHOCKED. DAMN SHOCKED. At the same time disappointed. In total, mixed feelings. I'm not saying what happened, or what we talked about. but all i can say GUYS ARE JERKS. And that is my final say. Guess i gave it away. i've been pondering on a matter for almost a week, like plucking the petals of a flower and asking myself two dumb qns, i've finally got an answer after plucking that LAST petal.three words- I DON'T KNOW. i was totally in the dark, thought everything was going well for me. someone, slap me, i need to snap back to reality. I don't know what is real anymore. I NEED TO THRASH THINGS OUT. I was wrong about it, i dono what u said is true *baby, i was elated to know. but i still AM confused. leaving me hanging there Lost.This-betrayal-friends trustworthy of secrets? liars exist here. I'm numb to feelings, everything. happy happy happy, what if it turns out the other way round. i want it to happen, but i don't want it to end. being there for me, who can give me the answer.
[doubt people reading this can understand. but ya, its for you to find out and for me to know]
I love Huishi, for who she is and what she does. No matter what happens, we'll always be husband and wife. haha. I'm so glad we had this talk today, wanna thank her and let her know that i'll be there for u in times of need or joy. You are the friend i want to have FOREVER. haha. not forgetting you KIM. :))

Tan E-lis. Correct Pronunciation: \ˈē-ləs\ eee-lis 11th April 1990. Bitch with me at tan_elis@hotmail.com Seventh Day Adventist Kindergarten, Fairfield Methodist, Ngee Ann Polytechnic, Diploma in Facilities Management for Business.


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