Friday, June 20, 2008 ;
Pulau Ubin


Weijie, E-lis, Fenny, Clement @ Pulau Ubin

I was at Pulau Ubin with Weijie, Clement and Fenny. I only had an hour of sleep because the night before I was at Huiqi's house making chocolates and cleaning up! Anyway, Huiqi, thanks for being so hospitable, and your family for being so friendly! I feel so at home whenever I'm at your house. Hahaha.


LOVEEEE <3


The four of us took a Ferry from Changi Jetty Point down to Pulau Ubin, and heard they used to charge cheaper by one dollar, but increased due to the increase in prices of fuel. We rented a bike from a nearby bicycle shop, and paid 10bucks for a newer bike, for a whole day. My bike had a problem, so Weijie switched bicycles with me. The day was hot, but the trees blocked the sun out for us most of the time. We first cycled to Chek Jawa and parked our Bikes some place else first. Weijie's camera stole the limelight from any of us, and was just the main object of entertainment. We went snapping away, and Fenny just gets so excited using it. Hahaha.


We walked to the Chek Jawa Coastal Boardwalk, and I didn't find it fantastic at all, why? Because it was High Tide. We even waited for almost 45 minutes just for the tide to go down, but it was just taking too long. I expected us being able to walk through the wetlands, but I heard we have to arrange for that. We continued to cycle after that, and I was getting really sleepy already. Fenny shocked all of us when she was in front and she suddenly fell down, I even thought she was doing a summersault at first. I know it's bad to laugh at people when that fall down, but it was very funny! Her bike went crazy after plunging into a hole, and she got some scratches here and there. Clement was super sweet, FIRST TIME I see him so caring. Hahaha. I still had the strength to cycle on, but just not as energetic. I really wanted to try fishing, but we couldn't find a right spot to do so.


"Handsome" Clement.


I'm strong lah. Stronger than you. Just that you don't know only.


I like this picture!

And I got really pissed after Weijie just kept rejecting my requests, and only recede with theirs. I was like huh? Why when I say I want to fish he says that don't want lah because so late already. But only when Fenny asks me if want to go fishing and tells him he say okay lah, we go find a place. He still keep telling me to stop sulking that I cannot explore and have to keep waiting for them all those nonsense. Tell me don't think about chionging, when right from the start I was already cycling at a slow pace. You make me go and find out other routes, and just keep waiting with them at the back, I'm a girl mind you, what if something happen to me in there? I still remember I even told you a Bee just hit my face, you just kept quiet? You just keep leaving me right in front ALONE and stopping with them at the back. I swear Fenny cared about me more than you did, it's just that she's a bit slow in cycling, HAHAHA. People keep telling me I shouldn't be putting these kind of negative stuff up, but why should I not? Just keep it inside me? Not letting others know? Okay, my primary purpose is to let Mr Chua know, because sometimes I just don't know how to tell him into his face or when people is around.

We had our dinner at Changi Village, and the food's not baddd. Took the MRT back home, and slept throughout the journey from one end to the other.


I'm talking champagne wishes and caviar dreams.

Wednesday, June 18, 2008 ;
sentosa sentosa sentosa

I went to Sentosa thrice in 7 days and got burnt twice. I wasn't miss "snow white" anymore, and that's good, because I hate being so damn fair like a ghost-face. I was like finally TANNED! Yeaaaa.


The first time of the week at Sentosa, I went with my tanning lovers, Chia Wenfang and Sarah Limousine. Amanda had ahem ahem pain. We still went ahead. Glad that I was able to meet them up, because I caught up alot with them! I was like the "sunshine", because when the three of them went to Sentosa without me during my papers, it was cloudy and rainy the whole days. They so dumb lah, they thought that the card could still be used for the train after coming out of Sentosa, but they had to pay another 3bucks to enter again! And the funnier thing is that because they saw a ray of sunlight again after the rain, so they decided to go in again hoping to be able to suntan again. But too bad it rained again. HAHAHAHA. Cute right they all. After 1 hour of suntanning under the scorching sun, Sarah and Wenfang was already like black charcoal (okay lah, not so exaggerating) and I was still fair like a white piece of paper. I even applied like muliple layers of tanning oil, but was only slightly red. It took me a full 4 hours to see a different colour-change! we kept going into the waters because it was really hot, and caused me to burn my back. We could feel ourselves gaining instant fats thanks to the 4 large packets of potato chips. We all went back feeling happy about our new tan, but were all complainy about parading our fats and our sunburn. After we had our late lunch at subway, we all headed home. I decided to join active Sarah at the gym together with Grace straight after I got home and got ready. Sarah and I were like Zombies. Grace was like hyper-active and energetic. The sun totally drained our energy man. Then the moonlight was also making us sleepy. Sarah couldn't take it anymore after dinner nearby the Jurong East Swimming Complex, and so Grace and I went over to the Jurong East Interchange to walk around the Night Market. The night market was boring dead boring, but at least I got to catch up with Gracey Granny! We could crap like the whole time, because she's so crappy lah.


The second time of the week at Sentosa, I was with Ho Pinky Valentia, Auntie Amanda, Auntie Jessie, and Auntie Geraldine. Okay lah, I also very Auntie, Valentia more like uncle (Because she's damn man). Hahaha.
We all met up at Harbour Front first, and I thought I'd be the earliest, because I was on the bus really early, and I even told Valentia that I'd reach on time or even earlier. Amanda told me that she'd even be late, but turn out I was the latest, by half an hour! What was even better, was that Jessie and Amanda told Valentia that they were reaching in a few minutes, and they didn't even know they were next to each other until they alighted from the train!!! Gosh, how dumb can they get right? HAHAHA. We went to the Vivo Supermarket to buy some tidbits over to Sentosa, Amanda and I went to choose the potato chips, while Valentia and Jessie went to get the drinks. Amanda is seriously damn auntie, she actually brought a calculator to see which potato chips packet is more worth of the money, and count the total money and how much each person should pay. Omg lah. Lucky she didn't bring her JC's calculator, if not she'll be looking at graphs to see the curves of benefitting or something.


We found a spot in Tanjong Beach, and Jessie actually brought all the essentials! She brought an amazingly small tent which didn't appear to be small, and all the mats for us to sit or lie on. It was really bright and sunny, but we didn't really lie down and suntan, just sit there and talk. Geraldine was supposed to be with us a few hours later, but she came down soon enough. Had a great time catching up with them, we totally had so much to talk about, and just kept gossipping and laughing and telling each other ghastly stories to scare each other.

I brought the Frisbee that I got for free from Snapple t0 play, those you "buy a sandwich together with a Snapple you get a free frisbee." They laughed at me for being so Auntie, I mean got free thing sure take and use right? Hahaha. There was another group of guys playing with the normal frisbee, and soon enough a Golden Retriever decided to join in and play with them. We were like only next to each other, but the Golden Retriever chose their frisbee! So sadddd. Some more my frisbee yellow colour, theirs was only white, my one more striking lah, although a bit the small. The dog only came to our frisbee once or twice, but other times it just played with them. Oh well. We saw super many dogs and puppies around us, which were damn damn cute, that I felt like going up to them and squeezing all of them. There was a time when there were four puppies owned by an owner seeing another dog of their own breed owned by another owner. They got excited and all, and there was some introduction among them. When all of us decided to go down into the waters, the dogs got excited and ran towards us. So obviously I took the chance to play with them. The guy was on the phone, and he said, "My dogs just found a new girl (me), and found their brother (the other owner's dog) few minutes ago."




Amanda couldn't get into the water because of her ahem ahem, but the rest of us could get dunked. So we played hand games to see who would get dunked first. So hilarious. We took many unglam shots and horny shots, including jump shots in the earlier day. Valentia was really pink and slightly red, Geraldine was really red, Jessie was tanned already with slight redness, Amanda was slightly tanned only, and I was just like my previous tan but maybe slightly redder.


Amanda went off earlier to meet monkey Xinyi to buy Father's Day present, I wanted to tag along, but I had clean up first. Before we headed down to the Ladies, we went to 7Eleven to get some plastic bags. Geraldine and Jessie purposely bought food for the plastic bags, because we felt very paiseh to just ask for the bags without buying anything. Geraldine was damn cute, she actually asked for another two big plastic bags telling the guy at the counter the reason for getting it, that she needed it to put her wet clothes. Hahaha. We bathed in the open, wash hair, use soap with clothes on, but I felt sand in my undergarments, so I went ahead into the showers to bathe afterwards. When I came out and walked to where our bags were, I saw Valentia from the back and I thought she was a boy. Hahaha!!! She's like a pretty boy lah, gave me a shock.
We took the bus out of Sentosa, and went to Carl's junior for late lunch. The Mushroom Burger's like the best! Valentia and I shared a meal because we were going to have dinner soon, and we went to refill our large cup with Ice+Lemon+Syrup+Tea thrice to make our 14bucks worth. Hahaha. We all went home walking seperate ways and I took a bus down to my uncle's house for a Father's Day dinner with all the relatives. Food was yummy! I went for second! Caught up with Valerie and Charlene, which was a good thing, because we hardly see and talk to each other!



The third time of the week I went to Sentosa, was with the BE Society Main Committee . This time it wasn't sunny and it evened rained. It was really tiresome just walking around, but it was quite fun with the jokers!

I'm talking champagne wishes and caviar dreams.

Monday, June 16, 2008 ;
common tests always a boo boo!

Hey guys, I'm so sorry for not blogging for so longggg, and my posts has always been so cynical and boring. Need some updates about my life, and for myself to take note of what I have been doing the past few weeks!

The common tests totally killed me, and I really hate myself for the super last minute studying. All I did procrastinate and procrastinate. For consecutive 4 days, I studied two hours in the night when I was at home, and promised myself to wake up in the wee hours to study some more. Turn out, I find myself waking up the next day just a few hours before the paper. GREAT, so great. I mean if this happens to only one paper, it would have been fine. But for 5 PAPERS! WTS.
The last paper was even better. I sleptover at Huiqi's house to study, and we studied for about 9hours straight, of course with the teacher's tips. My heart almost stopped when I saw the paper. Most of the tips given came out (Given that there was alot of "tips" given which didn't come out), BUT most of the questions that he told us would come out as "Just know the factors and know the functions briefly" came out as 20mark questions! Again, GREAT.
Study so little, study so much, also no point.I can't expect much from these results anymore, like say average B or C? I'm like totally serious man. I only know that after every paper I receive, I'll be so damn down. What to do, blame it on myself and my online shopping.

After papers were over, I told myself to get it over, it's the holidays! Yeah, two weeks holidays with deadlines of 6 projects. Coolios.

I'm talking champagne wishes and caviar dreams.

Wednesday, June 11, 2008 ;
eff it.

HEY. GUESS WHAT. I THINK YOU ARE SUCH A WUSS.

I'm talking champagne wishes and caviar dreams.

Sunday, June 08, 2008 ;
life's a game

I still keep getting envious at my girlfriends' boyfriends. Where does the problem really lie? Is it just me that expect too much? Or is it that he's not giving much? Where have all the surprises go, the fun times, the spark has just totally dimmed out of my life. There's no more excitement in the relationship, because it has been nearly two years, is it true? IF you have ever initiated break ups, does it mean the end of it? But I still cannot let go, and I don't know how.

Let me ask you. Let's say you and your boyfriend/girlfriend are still in love, and the relationship seems to have become more monotonous because it has been months or years together. Naturally either one of you would think that there's something that has to be improved, like you or her/him wants him to prove his worthyness and whatever criteria you want him to be or have. If your partner wants to carry on with you in life, he would decide to change for you or think of a solutions to add spark back to the fire, never ever initiate a break up with you right? Just where am I placed in his heart? I don't even feel the importance already.


He doesn't even bother reading my blog, and he rather tags at other people's blog. He rather goes out with his friends or play soccer, than to meet me. He doesn't listen to me, but listens to his friends. He treats his camera like a baby, and doesn't even allow me to bring it out. Talking on the phone is also tiresome for him. He don't even want to try new things, and only plays soccer. He doesn't even prioritize, and even studies are like a downturn. How to be successful in life if you are like this? Even Ah Bengs are smarter than him when they don't study. He can't even take the ups and downs of relationship, that he's tired and scared, who's the pussy, why should I even "keep" him. Someone so weak, that claims that he's strong, always contradicting himself.

Sending me home is nothing, is how much you put into the relationship and how far we go. If he fucking cares about this relationship, why does he not bother to do anything after I have told him so much?

When we go out, we always do the same three things; walk around shopping centres, eat dinner, go home. The same cycle repeats every time. If that's for any other day I suppose it's ok. What about say on a Birthday, or a Monthly or Yearly celebration? This is what we do; Walk around shopping centres, eat dinner , go home. YAY. So damn fun I could seriously cry. What did you plan? Are you sure you planned for a special day? Something that I would remember for life? Fucking No. It's just plain boring. I don't want to be a bored girlfriend. If I can think of so many surprises why can't you? Why do you only know how to say "Because I'm not made for surprises". Don't you have any creative juice? Do you only know how to play your stupid damn balls? I've had enough. DO I HAVE TO BE THE ONE PLANNING OUR OUTINGS? Things like going Pulau Ubin together, night cycling, blah blah. Why is it so difficult? YOU KNOW WHAT. I could do all of these by myself. I'll just have to find my own khaki, than to bother and wait for you to bring me there. I should just start learning to stand on my own two feet and stop being so reliant and dependant. I think I also may need to get to know more friends, and have more friends to spend my SMS on.

Two years is nothing, I don't believe in forever anymore. I will never believe in him ever again, never ever when he always makes empty promises. I'd rather flirt, then be of loyalty to this kind of person. Think about it, I have more to lose than you do. Go and reflect.

I'm talking champagne wishes and caviar dreams.

Saturday, June 07, 2008 ;
still online shopping.

I just can't let go off you. You have already made me your slave, to give you all I have, all my money, all my effort to study. When will I stop loving you? You could just kill me silently, Online Shopping.

I'm talking champagne wishes and caviar dreams.



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Le Femme


Tan E-lis. Correct Pronunciation: \ˈē-ləs\ eee-lis 11th April 1990. Bitch with me at tan_elis@hotmail.com Seventh Day Adventist Kindergarten, Fairfield Methodist, Ngee Ann Polytechnic, Diploma in Facilities Management for Business.


I cycling, rock-climbing, water-sports. I the beach. I chocolates.
I sleeping. I FOOD. I music. I shopping. I Camwhoring with friends.


Materialistic Cravings

STILL EXISTING TARGET: Canon DSLR
Canon ixus: 100 (RED)



What I can't buy with hundred bucks

weight-loss of 10kg
travel around Europe!!!
snorkel/ scuba-dive
decorate interiors of my very own house
Get a corporate American Express card
get a debit card
GET INTO A GOOD UNIVERSITY
trip to Langkawi
GO KOREA
Hike to Hong Kong's Ngong Ping
Get my driving license
Explore Batam
Have a 21st birthday BASH
THAILAND BANGKOK SHOPPING
Go Fishing
Go Barcelona for Tomatina!
Go Sailing
sky-diving yo!
Shop more in Shenzhen

the gossips



the darlinks


*amanda.leong, *amanda.chan, *alston.chong,

*carissa.augustina, *charles *charmaine, *cheryl.koh, *christine, *clara, *chervel, *clement, *colleen,

*dionel, *david.choo,

*eames, *euwei, *esmonde, *erika, *evan.goh,

*fional, *felicia.pan, *fenny,

*geraldine.lee, *gary.nbc, *grace.yaw,

*hosea, *huiqi, *huishi,

*isaiah,

*joaquina, *joshua.toh, *jacqueline.lee, *jane, *janet, *jermaine, *joash, *joy.sim, *johnathan.yeo, *jessie, *jarold.lim, *jiaqi.chin, *jiaqi.pay,

*kangle, *keith, *kenneth.yip, *kimberley.yeo, *kuangek,

*lydia.ho, *leegek,

*michelle.leong, *meixian, *marion,

*natalina, *nigel, *nyuk, *nicholas.ngo, *nicolette,

*sarah.lithya, *sarah lim, *seraphine, *sheryl-lynn, *sihua, *shuling, *sharon, *shihao, *sihui,

*tiffany, *tinghui,

*valentia,

*winner, *wenfang, *weijie,

*xinyi.hoo, *xinyi.NP,

*yingying, *yenyee, *yunxing,
*yunfang,
*zengyang,

That music